I got to hear that little heartbeat again today. The lump in my breast that I have not mentioned to anyone because I just wanted to keep it between God and me is probably just fibrocystic breasts. Dr. Myatt did not appear to be concerned. I am so relieved. I didn't think God would add that to my plate, but His ways are not mine, His plans are not mine.
Thankfully, in all things, His plans are better.
It is a good thing I am not in charge of my life. I would make it all roses. I would leave out the thorns. But the thorns have brought the most blessings and growth. I would have missed all that.
I would have left the thorns out of my children's lives, too.